Sunday, 10 November 2013

凡走过必留下痕迹

有时候,你越想憋着不说,就会越容易的传开来。纸还是包不住火的。

也好,从第三者的嘴里无意间的摊出来,看似一切是很自然的真相。最起码我自己是这样想的,毕竟我也尽量装得若无其事。其他人心里在想些什么,也不轮到我去在意。

反正大家都知道了,我觉得松了自己。


Monday, 4 November 2013

I'm missing out

Last two weeks were mayhem at work. Now come to think again, I wonder how the hell did I survive from non-stop 24/7 works without proper and adequate rest. I feel like I'm dying, feel like crap, feel like my eye balls are so loose that they're gonna pop out and fall off to the ground soon. My shoulders are so heavy, channeling the body pain and tiredness to my back.

No complains. I have not made any noise to anyone. So when someone is extending their warm caring to me and showing the face of concern, concerning that too much is happening to me, I somehow feel more irritated and less appreciative of their concern

I've been missing out so much: missing out stories of Newsroom, Offspring, Big Bang Theory, missing out beaches, greeneries, movies, missing out fresh air, catching up with family and friends. Missing out exercises. I miss online. Missing out the possibility of having and loving someone who could spend the life with.

I miss out life.

The other day I was asked: what is my goal in life. Tough question to answer.

I already had the idea, but not disclosing it.

Day 819